18

18 days untill anika noel arrives and i am soooo ready!

drum roll please!

anika comes december 10th! so excited to finalize that. Really? was it that hard!

rammy has ty

wow, i can not believe how quiet my casa is with out ty. My mom graciously(sp) took ty home to YUma for two weeks so that i could get some rest and stu could mabe sleep some too. I have been resting up and getting ready for Anika (comin in a week to 4). Stuart has been working like a mad dog and hardly home. It has been way weird with out ty though. We both miss him so much but no that he is having fun with the cousins and kids and tractors and everything down in YUma. My mom and i are trying to get atime line going for when and how everything should run but it has been amazingly difficult bc the docs keep changing there mind. i canceled my neurosurgeon appt on monday. hoping that this will help finalize things with me high risk ob. i keep telling them that she is gonna come in 4 weeks so someone should make up their mind. I really think that they are expecting me to come in and tell them that i have had it. This saturday we had a small baby shower for me at the casa. I appreciate everyone that came. It was fun just to be involved in normal baby events. I am grateful for it.

tickets

i have time out tickets for anyone.

no shit...

sorry for the profanity... so went to the dr today. they plan on doing the c-section in the next 6 weeks. found it funny and dumb that i pay them how much for 15 min for them to tell me this.

shunt was recalibrated on Friday, had my 6 xray to date in the pregnancy. still can't see that well, not going to look for it too come back. hahaha (get it)! probibly c-section will be when it goes completely or i can't stand the pain anymore. and by pain i mean my head going to split bc the fluid in my brain is pushing my brain against my skull bc the shunt isn't draining bc my belly is too big. IT is like sinus pressure that shifts except when it does i spin, fall down (not so good right now), slur like i am drunk, can't complete a sentence kind a fun.


Four months from now... iam looking forward to sleep. really !

week at grams

so sunday we packed ty up and he went to grams for a week. I remember the week or months that I would spend at my grandmas. I loved them and now we have a great relationship. I hope that ty and my mom will too. but this is how halloween was spent. stuart took ty around and i sat and passed out candy untill they got back. Halloweeen in uma is sooo different we have like 1000 trick or treaters and here we have like 60. granted it is all the kids from Mexico but still it lasts forever and you run out of candy. Here i have candy for the next year.